-.- Emo? E…no. Not too “pumped” with people.

Posted in General on June 30, 2010 by glamgangstar

I haven’t really delved into making really personal blogs and I never will I don’t feel that I should post people’s names on the Internet and this and that blah.blah.blah…I can change names around but nah. The people I know are smart and would probably figure out that I am referring to them.

But, as blogs are good for letting out feelings, I decide to come with some insight on how I am feeling right now which is an underlying problem throughout my life. I am a person who doesn’t really trust others, my mother told me at six years of age to “Don’t depend on anyone, not even your family”, which unfortunately was golden advice although I didn’t really know what she was talking about except that every time someone disappointed me, that is what she would tell me. I also always heard her grovel “I hate people.” and I thought…how can you hate EVERYONE? But boy have I fucking learned.

When it comes to my relationships with people…when I first meet them they are on that “Who the fuck are you and what the fuck do you want?” level. I realized a flaw about myself that 8 out of 10 times, I do not feel like being bothered with people because most of the time people are about bullshit. However, if that person seems like a person that I can befriend then I do.

When I befriend that person, I’m all about them. If I give you my trust, you have my loyalty…you are the shit and no one can tell me differently about you. That’s my weakness, I give my all to people I barely know and I get heavily disappointed when those people turn out to be foul, fake or fucked up.

I think I have made that mistake with someone, I gave my all as much as I could and this muthaf….ok. I will not call them a muthafucker because I have also learned that I jumped to conclusions and stick with them…HARD until I prove otherwise;  so excuse the internal battle of me giving someone the benefit of the doubt when all signs point to the fact that I am being dissed.

Now I’m a real fucking person and if someone does something wrong, I have no problems telling someone how I feel and I expect the same. How is someone going to grow as a person and improve on their critiques if the critiques are held back? Those critiques or issues that you may have with them, build animosity towards the person which leads to a silently unraveled relationship with one person having no idea what happened.

Nothing pisses me off more than when I begin to invest loyalty, compassion, trust and friendship into a person and then just like that, they are gone from my fucking life with no reason why.

Am I an asshole?

Did I piss you off?

I know I am an AWESOME fucking problem so WTF is wrong with YOU that YOU decided that I would crush you mentally like a weakened fly if our friendship continues?

If you have ever felt that way you feel me…

If you have done/do that shit…FUCKING STOP IT.

I’m the FIRST mutherfucker who will cut a person off if I feel them being fake or fucked up ESPECIALLY if I don’t really know you…

But on the other side of it, if you are starting to build a good relationship with a person whether it is a friend or more and then suddenly one day that shit goes on a stand still.


Fucking vicious cycle…I don’t let anyone new into my life MOST of the fucking time because I know that they will most likely bring bullshit and drama. But of course irony rears it fucking head when the few NEW fucking people I bring into my life do that shit. It pisses me off, I’m tired of being fucking right about people and I hope to goodness that this time I am WRONG! For once, please let me be fucking wrong.

Ahem. Whew, I feel fucking better except for the fact that the problem still remains. -.-


More gameplay videos from AnbuItachi19

Posted in AnbuItachi19's You Tube Channel, Games with tags , , , , , , on June 30, 2010 by glamgangstar

It was Finals week again, so I didn’t have much time to blog…at all so now that that B.S. is out the way, back to blogging. AnbuItachi19 had posted a couple new gameplay videos, check them out and rate. Thanks, I’m pretty sure he appreciates it, I guess. -.-

Part 2/5 of his Where to find Nuke Booster series…

TDM Gameplay on Estate

World at War Free for All Gameplay

Please be awesome as I know you are and leave him some good comments…matter of fact, leave them on each video on his You Tube channel at http://www.youtube.com/AnbuItachi19…and if you are a IMTTT (It’s My Turn To Type) reader put \\// next to your comments.

Thanks loves :]

E3 Wrap up *Winners and Losers*

Posted in Uncategorized on June 19, 2010 by glamgangstar

So you probably aren’t a gamer dork like me…or you may since Ive been so focused on gaming lately for my blog but just in case, E3 is the biggest gaming conference that takes place every year allowing Sony, Nintendo, Microsoft and all those developers to show off what they have in store for the upcoming year in games. Here is an QUICK overview on what Microsoft, Nintendo and Sony brought us and who is the reigning champion of E3. First off…Microsoft

Microsoft (Xbox)

Let’s start with Microsoft’s HUGE reveal of the NEW Xbox 360’s. This is not going to be an Xbox Slim like Playstation has a PS3 Slim but it is replacing all current models of the 360 and once the old models are gone they are GONE.

So remember that shit talking blog that I made a few days ago about all the reasons Xbox sucks? They answered that with this new bad boy.

★ Smaller, sleeker body

★250 GB

★Kinetic ready

★Built in Wi-Fi

★More venting and cooling sytems

The caliber of games though? Eeeeeehhhh…at least for the Kinetic is horrible, however here are the huge titles that Microsoft showed off

Halo: Reach

Gears of War 3

Fable 3

First glimpse at MGS:Rising

Microsoft teamed up with ESPN to provide exclusive content to Xbox users and has also signed a deal with Activision allowing Xbox to be the first console to recive DLC’s from all Call of Duty games for the next 3 years. (Whatever, I don’t know why they needed a DEAL they were already doing that crap!)

Nintendo (Wii, DS)

Nintendo’s less than spectacular E3 conferences for the past couple years were forgotten once they revealed the next step into the future with the 3DS, Nintendo’s revamped DS handheld upgraded for 3D gaming…

★Analog slider that replaces the Directional Pad

★More power and more memory (although the specifics on memory have not been released as of yet)

★Gyroscope added (wtf is a gyroscope?) Motion sensing people…meaning that if you turn the DS, the screens orientation will adjust. It’s great for motion sensor games that Nintendo has.

★Backwards compatibility

★ 3D Graphics man! Games in 3D including Nintendo’s old school greats such as




Donkey Kong

Animal Crossing

Along with more adult friendly games such as  Metal Gear Solid, Madden and Resident Evil.

★Did I mention that these games are 3D! Not only that, the 3DS has a slider which allows players to adjust the depth of the 3D to their liking.

Sony (PS3, PSP)

Move bitch! *Ludacris song is now playing in my head! And yours! :D*

Playstation showed a long demo of their Playstation move, their motion control equipment that will now compete with Nintendo’s Wii and Microsoft’s Kinect. Sony shows us a preview of move compatible games such as Sorcery, Tiger Woods PGA Tour 11, Heroes on the Move and other titles. Here are the main highlights for Sony

★Playstation Move

★3D rendered games such as:

Kill Zone 3


The Sly Collection

GranTurismo 5

MotorStorm Apocalypse

Crysis 2

Mortal Kombat

Ghost Rsecon: Future Soldier

Tron Evolution

NBA 2K11

Oh… forgot the two surprises Portal 2 and the return of Twisted Metal

★PSN Plus

Playstation’s expanded their online services and for $49.99 a year subscribers will recive early demos, beta test invites,  PlayStation Store discounts, automatic downloads and more with the first three months free.

★PSP game, God of War, Ghost of Sparta

So there you have it, in a nutshell Microsoft, Nintendo and Sony’s E3 highlights and now the question is, who do you think had the best conference? When I first began making this blog my rank was an easy Nintendo, Microsoft and a far behind Sony…however as the realization that the new Xbox is just a PS3box and has everything it should of ALREADY have…I became less impressed with their reveal so at the end of this blog my rank is….*drum roll*




Sony…by a hair edged out Sony with their high caliber games that are 3D and in some cases additionally Move ready. Kinect from Microsoft did impress me on the entertainment level of hands free selections and video/voice chat but they games that they had are just Wii games on a different system. Who do you think won at E3 this year?

My reasons XBox box sucks

Posted in Games on June 13, 2010 by glamgangstar

After my lovely PlayStation 3 was snatched from my life I found myself forced to turn to an XBox for my immediate gaming needs. Bias for the PlayStation 3 to begin with, I was weary playing a Xbox. During the small times that I played it before I had no other choice, nothing about it reigned supreme to the PlayStation 3. My questions…

WTF are up with those bulky ass controllers? I can give 0 fuck about how the Xbox controllers are designed for FPS. My dainty hands just don’t like the feel of that N64 sized ass controller. Sleek it is not. Plus, the left analog stick and the D-Pad seemed purposely switched around to show how “different” they are from PS3’s…bull shit.


X Box made by Microsoft but no web browser? WTF…I was on the Xbox and wanted to watch a video on You Tube as I had no interest in switching rooms to get on the computer. Lo and behold…NO WEB BROWSER? What? Billy Bill Gates super computer genius’ company creates a Microsoft game console that cannot go on the internet? You are telling me that I have to subscribe to something to have access to Facebook? Wack.


I create my own Xbox account…whoop de whoop I get to make my own avatar. Great…now to get online and play some MW…Wait, what’s this Xbox Live? I need to upgrade? I need to pay money to play online? Something about the benefit of dedicated servers I don’t give any fuck about? Whats the point? I play online on Xbox and it gives me the same lag, booster, hack, glitchy ass problems that PlayStation give me. What am I paying for? Oh, access to stuff like Facebook and Netflix…GREAT. Could have went to those actual websites FOR FREE on my PS3 browser that Xbox fails to have. The only advantage…more people online for Xbox. But that means more boosters, hackers, aim bots and things that make playing online a living hell.


I go to log on to the Xbox owner’s profile to get on Xbox Live so that I could play MW online only to be greeted by a 7-day suspension. For what? There were no warnings whatsoever and the owner does nothing more than the average shit talking a shit talker does. Can’t play online at all. WTF. PlayStation never gives you a warning or suspends your account for anything…maybe its because Xbox is made for minors and they need “structure” and online behavior repercussions.


I want to use a Bluetooth for the Xbox, I don’t feel like plugging this special Xbox headset into the damn controller…you need an attachment for that. FAIL. I want to connect to Xbox Live wirelessly…you need an attachment for that, FAIL. I want to connect my USB and transfer files. You cant. FAIL. Why did I just get this Xbox and it has so little space? You need an extra hard drive. FAIL.

PS3 already has all that.


*this is my opinion and the “which console is better” war will always rage. It’s not ‘console loyalty’ however with my experiences between the two, I see no reason in which why people think that an Xbox is better. It’s different…but its not better.

Your thoughts?

Listen before you buy it – Eminem Recovery

Posted in Music with tags , , , , , on June 11, 2010 by glamgangstar

2 weeks before its release, Eminem’s Recovery album has leaked on to the net. Recovery is Eminem’s highly anticipated follow-up to his looked down upon album Relapse that disappointed many fans and critics. But Recovery  is re-introducing Marshall Mathers back to the game, and he’s back with a vengeance. The question is now, with the leak, will Eminem push the album release forward? Follow the link to listen to the FULL album and BUY it when it hits stores on June 22nd….or sooner.

click the link below to listen to the full album!

★Portal to Eminem’s Recovery★

★Portal to Eminem’s Recovery★

★Portal to Eminem’s Recovery★

Nuke Boosters…Catch em and kill em (AnbuItachi 19 Gameplay)

Posted in AnbuItachi19's You Tube Channel, Games with tags , , , , , , on June 10, 2010 by glamgangstar

Good Thursday everyone! Still dealing with getting my stuff replaced (and that will take some time :() but AnbuItachi19 has graced us with yet another video which is actually a mini series going through all the maps that will help you find those nuke boosting losers who can’t win off of pure skill. LOL

Check it out and as always, please comment (MORE COMMENTS puuwwweeeezzzeee) rate and subscribe he reads your feedback!

AnbuItachi19’s Headquarters Salvage Commentary

Posted in AnbuItachi19's You Tube Channel, Games on June 5, 2010 by glamgangstar

Hey people! I haven’t been around for a few days, but I actually went through a horrible experience. 4 gunmen with bandana’s over their faces invaded my home Tuesday morning at 12:30am and stole all of my electronics. The material things can be replaced but my two most prized possessions, my laptop and brand fuckin’ new PS3 Slim was taken from me. The burglars were stupid FUCKS and greedily touched mad things without gloves and left them there…so yep. Those dick fucks will be caught if the cops do their job. :\

Anyways, that won’t stop posting AnbuItachi’s game play video and he has a new one out for those that have been asking! Salvage, Headquarters check it out! He wasn’t in my party so this video shows him killing me like 8 times, but that was my Model 1887’s ONLY day. (Also the day I got robbed 😦 ) Please continue to give him good feedback and support!